WHEREVER YOU GO THERE YOU ARE.....IN HELL

It seems to me that I use this as a release for all the stress I am feeling. I really don't have anyone to talk to so I guess that this is better than freaking out completley and going postal on the people in my life. I feel like I have so many troubles that if I talk about them all all I would do is complain. So I don't say too much because I feel like people must be tired of hearing about how horrible it is in my life. But it really doesn't get much better. You know how some say "it can't possibly get any worse" well they are wrong, of course it can. It can always get worse. There are days when it feel like I am a blind person walking through a landmine infested field - it doesn't matter where I step something blows up only I have to keep walking and keep on hitting the landmines every day. This week my phone bill is past due, my electric bill is past due and I still have to pay February mortgage. My furnace broke down the other day and that had to be repaired, it took my entire paycheck and trust me I had plans to pay bills and get food with that. Every time I plan ahead I get screwed. I am so discouraged by life and I am depressed and really feel like I am in Hell.