Busy

I have a job, I work at Menards, I am a cashier. I will learn to scan items. I will learn to enter prices. I will become Uber Fantastic Cashier of the Universe. Plus I will still be a mother to five boys, a wife to a big boy, hockey mom, baseball mom/team manager, homeschooler. I am thinking busy bee that is me. Of course I will be able to do all of this and still be sane - won't I?

You know what I think I want, I want Clean Sweep, the tv show, to come and organize my life. You know like a do over, a clean slate. Problem is, I think they only do two rooms for the show. And I need the whole house, the garage, and my cars and anything else I haven't thought of. I think that would be my dream come true. Heavy Sigh.....

WASH YOUR HANDS NOW GO PEE IN A CUP

Well I may have a job at Menards after all that is if I can pass the pee in a cup test. I think I did ok, I got it all in the cup so that is a plus. Is drug testing everywhere? I was amazed by that. I guess we shall see about the pee.

Also over the weekend we had a hockey tournament in Wisconsin Dells. That place is Las Vegas for children. I have never seen such a touristy place. The hotel was nice and I got to go in the hot tub outside in the snow! That was so pretty. Lost every game though, my poor little goalie man. He was so depressed. I want him to be on a winning team so that all the hard work he does is not in vain. I love that little boy so much!

THE BACK AND FORTH MOODINESS IS VERY TAXING TO THE HEART

I can't figure people out, sometimes they are warm and fuzzy and other times they are harsh and cold and biting. And the quickness with which they change these moods of theirs makes me dizzy.

I can't even get a job at menards I am such a loser...

DAYS MAY BE CLOUDY OR SUNNY...

I am mostly out of the money. So the days are mostly cloudy no matter what it looks like outside. I have applied for jobs, this I have not done in over twelve years. I have not worked outside my home in over twelve years. Every time I apply for a job I think there is no way these people are going to hire me as I smile and try to talk like a grownup, another thing that hasn't happened in over twelve years. Life is funny, I need the money to feed my family and pay off debt but I would never say that in an interview. I wonder if it shows on my face how desperate I am....later.

CHANGE IS GOOD

I changed my blog look, black. I think it makes me look thinner.

WELL IT IS FEBRUARY TOO...

February sucks too, I have too much stuff and I am weeding it all out so the house is even more of a disaster than it usually is. Therefore, hubby's undies are riding up his butt and he has been in a mood lately. Ergo, my mood is stinky as well.

I did find a great site/group thing called freecycle and it rocks. You know that dress you were forced into buying for your friends wedding and she promised that you would be able to wear it again and you knew the moment you tried it on you would never wear it even if they stuck hot pokers under your fingernails but she was your friend after all and you felt as if you owed her. Well you can put that sucker on freecycle and someone will arrange to come and pick it up and either wear it themselves or give it to their niece who loves to play dress up. It is for all sorts of things that are "still good" and you can't bear to throw into a landfil somewhere, I guarantee that someone out there will want them for something. I have given more stuff away lately, it is very freeing. You can also get things as well but this I do not advise or you will never clean out your house you will simply fill it up with other peoples stuff and that is not freeing, trust me. They have local groups all over and if you should happen on this blog and you have the need to free yourself - look for it. It is a yahoo group.

Also Valentines Day is coming, poop! I really have bad feelings about Valentines Day. I think it is a giant rip off for one and it has become very disappointing as well. All those commercials showing glowing happy people giving and receiving jewels, flowers and candy. And the smiles on their faces, well let me just tell you that my face never glows like that. Hell I don't need a dozen red roses or a diamond ring, I would love it if I got a handmade card. Or if he would take the time to have my kids make me a card, alas it never happens. So poop on Valentines Day!!