THEN THERE WAS ONE...

So I have been working at this ice rink and it is the first six months we only opened in September. Already we are losing people at a really fast clip. First the Figure Skating Director quits, too much stress. Then the bookkeeper quits, too much stress. Now my boss, and may I say a great boss, she is fantastic, well she is quitting too. It is convoluted and weird and too hard to explain but she also said the GM is probably going too so that leaves me in the office and I hate it. I like my job but part of the fun was working with my friend and now she will be gone. I just want to cry, who knows maybe they will fire me too and have a clean slate. I am depressed and sad and I have to go to work. This is too much!

WHEREVER YOU GO THERE YOU ARE.....IN HELL

It seems to me that I use this as a release for all the stress I am feeling. I really don't have anyone to talk to so I guess that this is better than freaking out completley and going postal on the people in my life. I feel like I have so many troubles that if I talk about them all all I would do is complain. So I don't say too much because I feel like people must be tired of hearing about how horrible it is in my life. But it really doesn't get much better. You know how some say "it can't possibly get any worse" well they are wrong, of course it can. It can always get worse. There are days when it feel like I am a blind person walking through a landmine infested field - it doesn't matter where I step something blows up only I have to keep walking and keep on hitting the landmines every day. This week my phone bill is past due, my electric bill is past due and I still have to pay February mortgage. My furnace broke down the other day and that had to be repaired, it took my entire paycheck and trust me I had plans to pay bills and get food with that. Every time I plan ahead I get screwed. I am so discouraged by life and I am depressed and really feel like I am in Hell.