IT IS ALMOST SPRING

Well tomorrow is officially the first day of spring, my crocus are blooming and some of the other things are poking through. Time for new beginnings. I wish I could have a do over sometimes, start new and bloom all pretty like the flowers get to. I have had a hard time with my second son today, he is in a really bad mood and is fighting me on the schoolwork , failed his math test and then tried to refuse to do the make up work. Screamed at me and threw a fit, I told him he was grounded and he said "I don't care" and then he said a few other things, which I wont repeat so i grounded him for another day and then another. He is in his room now and he is still crabby. So am I for that matter, I feel like he just didn't even care that he was speaking to me that way. I am still pretty upset by this and I want to cry. And I want to run and I want to scream and I feel like hitting something, hitting it really hard.